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Illusory Refuge From Your Torment

by The Comrades

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1.
THIS IS NOT ENTERTAINMENT (1997) Jimmy Williams for The Comrades This is not entertainment This is not entertainment This is not entertainment This is not entertainment Not a self-referential pat on the back But nevertheless an obvious fact Won't be part of this insidious scheme Lulling listeners into a deluding dream Where creativity becomes formulamatic Tired clichés keep inspiration static Minds chained and anesthetized Analysis rejected, enlightenment unrealized This is not entertainment This is not entertainment This is not entertainment This is not entertainment Purveyors of empty false hope Diffusing dissatisfaction with musical dope Nebulous ambiguous angst abounds Pointless irrelevancy resounds Driving force another packaged product to sell Co-opted and marketed well False security blanket enveloping dissent Illusory refuge from your torment This is not entertainment This is not entertainment This is not entertainment This is not entertainment No good time rock and roll mentality No humorous escapist fantasies No wallowing in self-effacing misery This is reality This is not entertainment This is not entertainment This is not entertainment This is not entertainment
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Easter Island (free) 02:24
EASTER ISLAND (1998) Tim Lastfogel and Jimmy Williams for The Comrades My salty eyes assaulted by indifference and deadened minds To those who take such great pleasure in causing others pain It seems empathy's in short supply, I struggle for a reason why Nothing makes an impact, a puzzle I can't explain But I guess there are some things were not supposed to understand Yes I guess there are some things were not supposed to understand As I ruminate brutality and senseless slaughter Frustration closes in on me I try to illuminate this ever distant, darkening corner But by then there's nothing left to see But I guess there are some things were not supposed to understand And I know there are some things I do not want to understand Sometimes I feel we're living on a giant Easter Island Stone faces blankly stare unfazed, unmoved by tragedy But even worse are the thoughtless bastards whose heartless humor breaks the silence Still callous though confronted with inhuman cruelty But I guess there are some things were not supposed to understand Yes I guess there are some things were not supposed to understand But I guess there are some things were not supposed to understand And I know there are some things I do not want to understand
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Irrelevant (free) 01:59
IRRELEVANT (1996) Jimmy Williams for The Comrades Stripped of everything I had My future, my home, my wife Left alone with nothing Struggling to rebuild my life But there's something I'd like you to know Yes, there's something I'd like you to know No longer irrelevant, my self no longer subjugated No longer irrelevant, my dreams no longer obfuscated No longer irrelevant, freed from deliberate cruelty so insane No longer irrelevant, coming to realize that I was not to blame Made to feel so worthless And deserving of my hell Tried so hard to break me And reduce me to a shell But there's something I'd like you to know Yes, there's something I'd like you to know No longer irrelevant, my self no longer subjugated No longer irrelevant, my dreams no longer obfuscated No longer irrelevant, freed from deliberate cruelty so insane No longer irrelevant, coming to realize that I was not to blame Now that my will to live has been reclaimed I used to pray at night "Dear God, please take me from this life" Never again (7X)
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Red Storm (free) 01:57
RED STORM (1996) Greg Matwijiszyn and Jimmy Williams for The Comrades A storm is coming and it's gathering steam Force to be reckoned with and not an idle dream Laws have been violated, nature will correct With power born or inertia and neglect Red storm sweeps out the old and ushers in the new Emancipating those who toil without a clue Darkness gives way to light Blindness gives way to sight Vision of paradise becomes reality Delivering the coming of a better day Obscene oppression cannot stand in its way Feared by the leeches who will feel its pain Embraced by the remainder who have everything to gain Red storm sweeps out the old and ushers in the new Emancipating those who toil without a clue Darkness gives way to light Blindness gives way to sight Vision of paradise becomes reality Whirlwind of freedom that will never, ever break Unleashing human potential in its wake Tools for a brighter future finally in our hands Striving together to achieve all that we can Red storm sweeps out the old and ushers in the new Emancipating those who toil without a clue Darkness gives way to light Blindness gives way to sight Vision of paradise becomes reality, becomes reality, becomes reality
5.
Point Of View (free) 02:34
POINT OF VIEW (1997) Jimmy Williams for The Comrades Floored by this new revelation Bewilderment leads to frustration Now you're forcing yourself to Misunderstand my point of view Mouthpiece of mainstream opinions Spokesperson for your mindless minions As I listen to you Try to defend your point of view And I won't deny you the right To reprehensible insight Why can't you just let me be free To express what makes sense to me? I try to be so open minded But of the truth I am reminded And though I think it through I can't understand your point of view You simplify the complicated Reflective thought abbreviated And though you think it's true I must reject your point of view And I won't deny you the right To reprehensible insight Why can't you just let me be free To express what makes sense to me? And I won't deny you the right To reprehensible insight Why can't you just let me be free To express what makes sense to me? Though differences will serve to pain us I won't succumb to views so heinous Perhaps there's no way to Ever resolve our points of view I'll just traverse the path I've chosen That's not to say my ways are frozen And I don't care if you Ever accept my point of view, accept my point of view
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Only A Purchase Away (free) 02:06
ONLY A PURCHASE AWAY (1997) Jimmy Williams for The Comrades I went to consumer heaven Passed through the plate glass pearly gates Into this temple of capitalist mythology Eyes bulging in endless wonder Cornucopia of choices So privileged to partake in our prosperity The key to a fulfilling life is only a purchase away Deliverance from all your strife is only a purchase away And as I wander through these aisles I wonder why nobody smiles When happiness is just within their reach Promise to provide what you feel lacking The carrot on a stick That churns the crushing wheels of our economy Energy and hope is wasted In seeking the unobtainable Inadequacy breeds insecurity The key to a fulfilling life is only a purchase away Deliverance from all your strife is only a purchase away And as I wander through these aisles I now know why nobody smiles Just another empty promise that's been breached Wallets lighter but hearts still heavy Left feeling empty and cheated Ensnared in a self-perpetuating state of need I went to consumer heaven But I left an oppressive hell Of exploitation motivated by greed The key to a fulfilling life is only a purchase away Deliverance from all your strife is only a purchase away And when the new day dawned, these lost souls knew what to do Freed from manipulation they'd grown tired of suffering through Stood up to corporate forces and had the courage to say That personal salvation is never a purchase away
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Meadow (free) 02:01
MEADOW (1996) Jimmy Williams for The Comrades Past, present and future collide A universe destroyed By tireless, tedious calculation Systematically usurped This hole torn from my heart A repository for dreams discarded A restless resting place where aspirations virulently decay And the tears I shed Will only water a hundred flowers And still this garden will not blanket my grave Lying to live while still living a lie Dying to live while still living to die Your tainted pursuit of happiness Will only lead to mine Nine years of my life rendered meaningless In one fell swoop of faithlessness Too filled with emptiness to discover why Too fucking spent to further cry Or am I...? And the tears I shed Will only water a thousand flowers And still this creeping meadow will not blanket my grave And I swear, from these hacked up branches A new sapling will surely grow Discarded on this trash heap of betrayal Only to take root in refuse most foul Strengthened by your weakness Nourished by your neglect Protected by your perniciousness Insulated by your insincerity And the tears I shed Will only water a million flowers The vast chasm finally fully abloom Tragedy rendered traceless In the beauty of this meadow
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Thanks For Nothing (free) 02:52
THANKS FOR NOTHING (1998) Tim Lastfogel and Jimmy Williams for The Comrades Dignity denied - thanks for nothing Personality strip-mined - thanks for nothing Gag on another heaping helping of humble pie As I choke on swallowed pride - thanks for nothing True dreams take a back seat to productivity Creative thoughts to never see the light of day And now I know that work will never set me free Wasting time doing as I'm told while hope just slips away Ideas reduced to scattered rubble - thanks for nothing Mouth clamped shut, make no trouble - thanks for nothing Sacrificed on the altar of expediency Punctuality on the double - thanks for nothing I've done my part, reciprocation's still threadbare Appreciation always unforthcoming Won't run that extra mile on the journey to nowhere I don't owe you another Goddamn thing Originality suppressed - thanks for nothing Toil under duress - thanks for nothing Energy extracted, returning home a lifeless husk The price of success - thanks for nothing Dignity denied - thanks for nothing Personality strip-mined - thanks for nothing Gag on another heaping helping of humble pie As I choke on swallowed pride - thanks for nothing
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Back To Basics (free) 01:26
BACK TO BASICS (1996) Jimmy Williams for The Comrades Sometimes it's so easy to lose sight of the things that really matter Bombarded by distractions, our world begins to shatter Life seems so confusing, overwhelming to us all We must cut through the bullshit or be destined to fall It doesn't have to be so bad Get back to basics, Comrade Take control of what's rightfully yours Won't stand for no half-assed solution Won't rest 'till I see revolution Experts and authorities, we accept their words as fact Fight amongst each other, become powerless to act Wake up or be oppressed, now it's your turn to choose An uphill struggle that we can't afford to lose It doesn't have to be so bad Get back to basics, Comrade Take control of what's rightfully yours Won't stand for no half-assed solution Won't rest 'till I see revolution Our means of survival in the hands of the rich If you don't accept this, then it's time to make the switch No longer bickering like they tell us that we should Rise above our differences, work for the common good It doesn't have to be so bad Get back to basics, Comrade Take control of what's rightfully yours Won't stand for no half-assed solution Won't rest 'till I see revolution
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Miss You Now / Someday (free) 03:11
MISS YOU NOW/SOMEDAY (1994) Randy Gaston and Jimmy Williams for The Comrades There were plenty of times left all alone There was no one on my telephone Can't you see I'm on my own? 'Cause I miss you now 'Cause I miss you now, hour by hour I'm feeling though I've lost my power In bed I'll stay, day by day 'Cause I miss you now I miss you now, day by day I don't know how long this hell will stay Can't you see that I just miss you now? Someday I'll be back again Someday I'll find home Someday I'll be back again Someday I'll find home I have reached the bottom of the barrel I have scraped my hands down there I have lost control of all reality I've lost faith in friends Someday I'll be back again Someday I'll find home Someday I'll be back again Someday I'll find home I have crossed the mighty river I have walked along the shore I have had my share of disappointments But with you I'm still unsure I have lost all direction I found my way out of the cold No mother's arms for protection Nobody's hand for me to hold Someday (4X)
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Manifest Destiny (free) 02:13
MANIFEST DESTINY (1996) Greg Matwijiszyn and Jimmy Williams for The Comrades They came from a foreign land Sailed the seas with guns in hand Brutal conquest was their aim Slaughtered millions just like game Our tainted history of manifest destiny Raw aggressive tendency cloaked in false nobility Imperialistic banners fly, flapping in the open sky Testament to the big lie, freedom's just an alibi Greedy, they moved farther west Raised their families, killed the rest Bloodstained soil on the frontier Legacy of death and fear Our tainted history of manifest destiny Raw aggressive tendency cloaked in false nobility Imperialistic banners fly, flapping in the open sky Testament to the big lie, freedom's just an alibi
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HOPE IN A HOPELESS WORLD (1994) Randy Gaston and Jimmy Williams for The Comrades Isn't there more to life than hate and despair? An apathetic population doesn't seem to care Making lame excuses for our shortcomings Hardening our hearts to the truly suffering Searching for hope in a hopeless world Searching for hope in a hopeless world How much longer will we continue to go with the flow Only to be crushed on the rocks below? How much longer will we accept injustice as a given? Decay in a society that's selfishness driven Searching for hope in a hopeless world Searching for hope in a hopeless world And I wonder sometimes if it's all worthwhile I wonder sometimes if I'll ever smile Then I see the distant light from the elusive treasure I seek Searching for hope in a hopeless world Searching for hope in a hopeless world Cynicism permeates my every thought While still believing we can unlearn what we've been taught Cynicism permeates my every thought And I wonder sometimes if it's all worthwhile I wonder sometimes if I'll ever smile Then I see the distant light from the elusive treasure I seek Searching for hope in a hopeless world Searching for hope in a hopeless world Searching for hope in a hopeless world Searching for hope in a hopeless world

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This long-delayed album consisted of material written between 1996 and 1998. During this time the band was going through a rough spot and the record first appeared as a collection of raw demos without a full lineup. It was later completely re-recorded in 2001 with a full lineup and released on Amp records. Aside from "This Is Not Entertainment," the songs on this album were not as well received during live performances as those from The Invisible Hand. For the most part, they are very wordy and played very fast. The writing on this album accurately captures the mood of The Comrades and individual members at the time. Reviews of the CD were very positive and raised more Wire comparisons as well as "They don't sound like anyone else." We like that ... but apparently the CD-buying public felt otherwise. You can still pick up this album from online retail sites on the cheap - but why bother when you have it here free??

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released May 29, 2001

Lineup: Jimmy Williams: Vocals/Rhythm Guitar; Greg Matwijizsyn: Bass; Mike Random: Drums; Darren Faller: Lead Guitar.

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The Comrades Clifton, New Jersey

Formed 1983 in Clifton NJ, regrouped in early 1990s. Punk/Post-Punk writing and recording project that occasionally plays live. Some like our creations, and some don’t. Makes no difference to us. We will be re-releasing the rest of the back catalog eventually. ... more

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